Seasons come and seasons go. Ecclesiastes is one of my favorite chapters. I have not written in this blog for nearly a year. I have had a dozen people ask me about this in the last month. I have a mixture of conflicting feelings about the reasons for not writing. One is that I have been in work mode and withdrawn for some time. Work and sleep are my day to day grind. I guess I have been depressed too. My walk with God has never wavered as far as I love Him and I want to follow Him. But it does not take long for Satan to distract and destroy. So, now that I'm past this year of crisis and am in a normal groove...Im reflecting back on why I havent continued this blog. I was also afraid. Im nonconfrontational and scared to make mistakes. So...with all that dither dather behind us...I decided to continue on with the help of my neice as my encourager and friend. She helped me do a small group on my front porch this past summer and we built some strong relationships and grew in the Lord together. I thank God for her sweet spirit and love, and the gift of encouragement she brings to "The Table".
During this past year, I have met a surprising amount of people who have served time in prison. I have never been around people from prison before this year...and now God has placed people in my path one after the other with their own testamonies. I love to hear these testamonies of where people were and where they are today, and how God influenced all this. I will hopefully have a few of these friends share their testimonies.
The last thing I think I will share tonight is a thought I had today in my day to day life. My favorite daydream lately is preparing a home for my husband when he gets out. In my daydream, I have a nice little place picked out. I have new bedding, all his favorite shower needs. His favorite clothes. A new truck. I have him set up for business. His favorite foods stocked in the pantry and fridge. I have a washer and dryer and cleaning supplies together. In my daydream, I have met every need he might possibly have. I dream about this because I love him and I want to make sure he feels like he has a home. The things important to him have become important to me. I spend way to much time reliving this daydream over and over.
Then it hit me. God loves us like that. He is so excited about preparing us a home. He knows exactly what we would love. He knows what we love and wants to prepare a place for us.
1 “Do not let your hearts be troubled. You believe in God[a]; believe also in me. 2 My Father’s house has many rooms; if that were not so, would I have told you that I am going there to prepare a place for you? John 14:1-2
Well, that was my reflection for the day.
Prayer : Father , Abba, thank you for my family, my friends, the love and provisions you have lavished on me this year. I pray for my husband who is in prison, whom I love with all my heart. I ask that you lift him up and bless him. Father, please help me with this blog so that it may bring you glory. You are an awesome God, and I am so proud to call you abba. Your servant , your daughter....Amy
A note from Amy Moore
15 years ago
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